sinking me

as i'm burning alive inside my mind, trying to feel, trying to breathe, i swear i tried, but now i'm broken looking for something, looking for something that isn't here, everything i could really do without has never been so, been so clear, broken, looking for something, looking for something that isn't me, everything i could really do without is sinking, sinking me, knowing that i'm really coming to terms, with the reality of a broken spine, cost of the weight of the world, unsure, if i could hold it all up, buy some time, clean myself of the dust on the floor, hollow me out, watch me endure, i've been down here far too long, too many shades of gray. the sight is sore, i used to be so worth saving, but now i'm broken looking for something, looking for something that isn't here, everything i could really do without has never been so, been so clear, broken, looking for something, looking for something that isn't me, everything i could really do without is sinking, sinking me, i'm burning alive inside my mind, trying to feel, trying to breathe, i swear i tried. i swear i tried, i swear i tried, show me that i can feel again, i'm sick of this loss being all i claim, numb to the touch, burning alive, void of a color, void of a name, show me that i can feel again, i'm sick of this loss being all i claim, numb to the touch, burning alive, void of a color, void of a name, i used to be so worth saving, broken, looking for something, looking for something that isn't here, everything i could really do without, but now i'm broken looking for something, looking for something that isn't here, everything i could really do without has never been so, been so clear, broken, looking for something, looking for something that isn't me, everything i could really do without is sinking, sinking me