all my friends

down below you'll find me thinking about my days, down below i know i don't want it to go away, restless, i just need a mirror and have the guts to say, it all to my face, that it's ok to change, there's a city where the night shines brighter than the day, it put it lights on me, there's no other, i want la, selfish and caught up in a moment, i'm swept up into space, and it's on my mind, that i can't waste my time, it might kill me to say things will turn ok, there's nothing wrong with you, i wanna hear them say, cause i find myself losing sleep, i get in my own way, so i try, and i drink, and i laugh, and i flirt, put on a show, they say i'm living the dream, but where did all my friends go, climbed the highest hope that i knew i had to chase, left some people in a rush and somehow i lost my place, changes, happen it's clear that some things will have to fade, there's no one to blame, nothing stays the same, it might kill me to say things will turn ok, there's nothing wrong with you, i wanna hear them say, cause i find myself losing sleep, i get in my own way, so i try, and i drink, and i laugh, and i flirt, put on a show, they say i'm living the dream, but where did all my friends go, going going gone this time, to the dark unknown, i like it like the night, going going gone to find, it's harder, but it's better on this side, there's nothing wrong with you, i wanna hear them say, cause i find myself losing sleep, i get in my own way, so i try, and i drink, and i laugh, and i flirt, put on a show, they say i'm living the dream, but where did all my friends go