paint it black

i see a red door, and i want it painted black, no colors anymore, i want them to turn black, i see the girls walk by, dressed in their summer clothes, i have to turn my head, until my darkness goes, i see a line of cars, and they're all painted black, with flowers and my love, both never to come back, i see them turn their heads, quickly look away, like a newborn baby, it just happens every day, i look inside my self, see my heart is back, i see my red door, and i want it painted black, maybe then i'll fade away, and not have to face the facts, it's not easy facing up, when your whole world is black, no more will my green sea, go turn a deeper blue, i could not foresee, this thing happening to you. if i look hard enough, into the setting sun, my love will laugh with me, before the morning comes,