see u in the ashes when i cash out

tryna calm down, in my life, i've got so much to hold down, i'm not what you deserve, but what you need now, you know i still see you in the ashes when i cash out, even when the moment still frame, you're just a flash now, just tryna calm down, in my life, i've got so much to hold down, thousand tons of pressure, tryna breathe now, i just wanna sleep sound, ride the wave and dive down, i'm empty like your soul now, sleeping on the cold ground, oceans stretch, like my dollar, i'm so pressed flat, shaking this whole week, i've spent hours getting lost time back, you knew i would eat up anything, so you would lie about it, holding in the smoke, manifesting in release now, just tryna calm down, in my life i've got so much to hold down, thousand tons of pressure, tryna breathe now, i just wanna sleep sound, ride the wave and dive down, i'm empty like your soul now, sleeping on the cold ground, tryna calm down, in my life, i've got so much to hold down, i'm not what you deserve, but what you need now, you know i still see you in the ashes when i cash out, even when the moment still frame, you're just a flash now