i keep turning off lights

staring into space, i try to convince myself, it doesn't really matter that i'm living your life not mine, then holding my head up high, i swallow hard and ask myself why, how is it i find myself here with you?, i keep turning off lights, and getting under covers, caught up in your nights, crying for the answers, oh, i keep turning off lights, rolling with the thunder, fighting for my life, crying for the answers, oh, i keep turning off lights. what is this need i have for giving too much?, then i feel guilt for never ever taking enough, i keep making the same mistakes, how much more do i have to take?, i'd rather die than have to face the night. i keep turning off lights, and getting under covers, caught up in your nights, crying for the answers, oh, i keep turning off lights, rolling with the thunder, fighting for my life, crying for the answers, oh, i keep turning off lights. i can't hide, i can't run, i don't know who i'm really running from, i guess i know i'm trying to avoid myself, i keep turning off lights. i keep turning off lights, and getting under covers, caught up in your nights, crying for the answers, oh, i keep turning off lights, rolling with the thunder, fighting for my life, crying for the answers, oh, i keep turning off lights. i keep turning off lights, and getting under covers, caught up in your nights, crying for the answers, oh, i keep turning off lights, rolling with the thunder, fighting for my life.