lost control

hmm, yeah, mirrors they never lie, don't see myself inside, why can't i get it right?, i don't know, you're always watching me fall, shadows, they like my wall, why do i feel so small?, i don't know, so i walk into the dead of night, where my monsters like to hide, chaos feel so good inside, now i know, i lost, i lost, i lost control again, always do the same and not to blame, i lost control again, i don't, i don't, i don't know who i am, always do the same and not to blame, i lost control again, tired of being afraid, but lately, i lost my faith, what is love without pain?, it ain't home, you're watching me, but i'm below, when i get caught, i hope, it's the kind of blackout that will, take me home, so i walk into the dead of night, where my monsters like to hide, chaos feels so good inside, now i know, i lost, i lost, i lost control again, always do the same and not to blame, i lost control again, i don't, i don't, i don't know who i am, always do the same and not to blame, i lost control again, i know that i'm a mess, but i ain't tryna be the best, so, whatever's coming next, i better pray-ay-ay-ay, never said i was an angel, i am damaged all the way, so, whatever's coming next, i better pray-ay-ay-ay, i lost, i lost, i lost control again, always do the same and not to blame, i lost control again, i don't, i don't, i don't know who i am, always do the same and not to blame, i lost control again