daddy

awkward things come to an end. that's why i block my heart, and chain it to the wall, cause you haven't been there at all. in time my house became a place, where the wrongs were right. and the rights were wrong, with too much drama and pain. tell me are you proud of who i am, can you please help me understand. why you couldn't love me back, forgiveness ain't that hard to grasp, daddy i need you here, you say i, i never meant to hurt you, baby girl you've got to believe me, i never meant to break your heart, i just don't wanted to love you, somehow i didn't know how to. i still blame myself. unable to receive the love, and affection from you, like a daughter should, it did far more damage than good, holding grudges are a waste, life is way too short, and i just want to let go, of all the things that i can't change, now, tell me are you proud of who i am, can you please help me understand. why you couldn't love me back, forgiveness ain't that hard to grasp, daddy i need you here, you say i, i never meant to hurt you, baby girl you've got to believe me, i never meant to break your heart, i just don't wanted to love you, but somehow i didn't know how to. i still blame myself. if i had just one more day, no more promises were made, i would hold you tight, and tell you i love you anyway, if i had just one more day, no more promises were made, i would hold you tight, and tell you i love you anyway, i never meant to hurt you, baby girl you've got to believe me, i never meant to break your heart, i just don't wanted to love you, but somehow i didn't know how to. i still blame myself. you should have been there, you should have been there, for me, for me, for me, you should have cared for me, where were you baby