big fat

looming large like a favorite son, one more time comes my obsession, like a mountain stream that ends in mud, i'm wading in shit waiting for the flood, sinking, you did, you did, you did, you did, left me hating, you did, you did, you did, you did, contemplating, i'm drinking strength for comic relief, while i'm growing super weak in the knees, you asked me can i deliver, like a monster crossing the hudson river, stomping, you did, you did, you did, you did, left me waning, you did, you did, you did, you did, slowly draining, feet of clay that are stuck to the floor, you did, you did, you did, you did, and with vanity you want more, big fat kill, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, in my hands, carrying the weight of the world, i'm biting my tongue so much it hurts, but at the same time i'm at a loss for words, the things i've seen should've left me blind, so it makes me happy that i'm losing my mind, laughing, you did, you did, you did, you did, left me waning, you did, you did, you did, you did, slowly draining, feet of clay that are stuck to the floor, you did, you did, you did, you did, and with vanity you want more, big fat kill, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, in my hands, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, in my hands, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, in my hands, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, carrying the weight of the world, in my hands, carrying the weight of the world, you asked me can i deliver, like a monster crossing the hudson river, carrying the weight of the world, in my hands, carrying the weight of the world, the things i've seen should've left me blind, so it makes me happy that i'm losing my mind