heartless

how can you stand there and look me in the eye?, tell me that you knew it was coming for us, i know that you said i was all you ever wanted, but you pushed me overboard, into knee deep water, and you didn't throw the anchor of hope, you pushed me overboard, without concern for what i was feeling inside, heartless intentions, your favorite game to play, i knew that i was never good enough to make you smile, still you play these games, you ruin me from the inside, tearing me down, i can't hide, i can't not act torn about this, what can i do to make you see?, how it affects me, so deeply still, i'm untouched from your point of view