1000 transmissions

just when i think it's getting better, i relapse back to this place, where the scenery has changed, now it's terrifying, how can i go back, when it's much too late, piece by piece, bit by bit, my heart aches, and i feel sick, things you say and things you can't, things you threw away and things you want back, the fact that i've lost you, erases all my sanity, seriously, how could anyone carry on like this, i'll never look at things the same because of you, and i'll never get that moment back i shared with you, it only hurts when i remember, i know you're trying to make it better, bit by bit, my heart breaks, your voice repeats and i can't take it anymore, don't compromise, save yourself, i'll always be here, don't say goodbye, i'm not through with you, don't compromise, don't say goodbye, i tried and tried, my head is full of memories, and sleepless nights, an endless cycle, i tried and tried, these thoughts just drag me down, it only hurts when i remember, i know you're trying to make it better, i cannot steer this ship without you, there's no light guiding me to shore, i'm just left drowning in these nightmares, where will i go, i don't know, let it go, can't let you go, let it go, it only hurts when i remember, i know you're trying to make it better, it only hurts when i remember, i know you're trying to make it better