start again

i would have tried, never knew how much it mattered to you, i'm losing sight of the things that i'd set out to do, looking at the sky, never knew that i could fly, afraid to start again, push, pushing myself down, into this hole that comforts me to stay, and i try, to keep awake, because every night it always feels too late, never tried to, never knew you, never knew just how to fly, always failed you, never came through, never saw the other side, looking at the sky, never knew that i could fly, afraid to start again, and i don't know why, i was so afraid to fly, why would happen if i tried, i'd have to start again, you're faster, slow down, i can't catch up, i'm losing ground, looking at the sky, never knew that i could fly, afraid to start again, and i don't know why, you are so afraid to fly, what would happen if we tried, we'd have to start again