bloody tears

i've been speeding down this road, waiting for a sign to slow me down, i'm not sure what i'd become, you're better off when i am not around, you won't ever see me cry again, it's a fragile, evil thing, to be on my own this time, but i doubt it's gonna matter in the end, heaven's not a place where i belong, damaged all the beauty, i was wrong, i close my eyes forever, wish that you were here, so i could make it better, without those bloody tears, no one seems to care about, i'm walking dead and taking life too far, what if i could turn back time, and show you all the rotten things we are?, you won't ever see me cry again, it's a fragile, evil thing, to be on my own this time, but i doubt it's gonna matter in the end, heaven's not a place where i belong, damaged all the beauty, i was wrong, i close my eyes forever, wish that you were here, so i could make it better, without those bloody tears, if you could leave all things behind for now, and trade it for my peace of mind. maybe i will find a million ways to die, it's such an overrated deal you gave me, no, you won't ever see me cry again, it's a fragile, evil thing, to be on my own this time, but i doubt it's gonna matter in the end, yeah, maybe it'll matter in the end. heaven's not a place where i belong, damaged all the beauty, i was wrong, i close my eyes forever, wish that you were here, so i could make it better, without those bloody tears