stagnant

so do you remember, behind my house every night, in the back of the woods, and every single time i came, you never really noticed me, i guess it's cause you knew that i would, but i can't stay here, feeling stagnant like this, and i can't lay here, cause it hurts my lungs when we kiss, and everybody's changed, grew up and walked away, but in the back of my brain i'm still waiting on the porch where she left that day, and everybody learns, learn when to sit or stay, but in the back of her car, i'm still waiting to turn the key and drive away, so do you remember the things you learned, you call me tell me them on the phone, and i always acted like i cared, i think you really did, but i thought about it then got scared, realized i can't stay here, feeling stagnant like this, and i can't lay here, cause it hurts my conscience when we kiss, but everybody's changed, grew up and walked away, but in the back of my brain i'm still waiting on the porch where she left that day, and everybody learned, learn when to sit or stay, but in the back of her car, i'm still waiting to turn the key and drive away, so why do you always insist on the extra mile, and all we do is push like this and constantly i'm on trial but, i don't wanna stay here and i don't wanna stay here at all, and please don't make me stay here and please don't make me go the extra mile, and i don't wanna stay here and i don't wanna stay here at all, and please don't make me stay here and please don't make me go the extra mile, cause everybody's changed, grew up and walked away, but in the back of my brain i'm still waiting on the porch where she left that day, and everybody learned, learn when to sit or stay, but in the back of her car, i'm still waiting to, turn the key and drive away, turn the key and drive away, turn the key and drive away