wandering

she's a million miles away, from me, separated by a hollow wooden door, some time we can't erase, serves me right, to let her in the first time, that she knocked, and all this wandering, got you nothing, you were ready to but, never could, things you never saw in me, she'll see, observations that she'd heard from other people, that she never understood, serves her right, not knowing just exactly what she wants, and all this wandering, got me nothing, you were ready to but never could, are you happy, wandering, remember sitting on your car, that night, clouds rolled out unvailing lights around the bay, and you told me all those things, remember that?, you told me you can't match your clothes, remember that?, confessed how when i laugh sometimes, i'm crying, and we sat and didn't talk for half an hour, remember that?, alone, cause i won't remember, anymore, and all this wandering, and all this wandering