in my head

you've helped heal these wounds during the past few months. oh. and i can't thank you enough. always put a smile on my face, made sure that i was always better than okay. always wanted you to stay. please stay?, i hear his voice, in my head, distracts me from what you just said, the memories are going dead from my conciousness, danger brings him close, and when the memories fade, i need a stronger dosage, now both of our promises are broken. you're my personal sun, when my mind blows a fuse, and i sincerely hope that i'm not using you. you mean a lot you do. thank you. and even though that i am really missing him. you calm the pain, i feel your outer warmth within. is my life a living sin?, surviving on adrenaline?, i hear his voice, in my head, distracts me from what you just said, the memories are going dead from my conciousness, danger brings him close, and when the memories fade, i need a stronger dosage, now both of our promises are broken. are broken. then are broken. this wound on my chest, that he left open. you held it together with your bare hands, the decision i've made, you will never understand, cause the lullaby, he hummed in my ear would never, no the lullaby, he hummed in my ear would never, could never disappear. i hear his voice, in my head, distracts me from what you just said, the memories are going dead from my conciousness, danger brings him close, and when the memories fade, i need a stronger dosage, now both of our promises are broken.