october

my happiness is buried in the sand, in the backyard of my life, i can't remember where, think it was october's rain that watched me cry, no one else was around my happiness, diving to the bottom of the sea, to find the wild white pearls which hide from me, but only empty shells were lying there, like my happiness, my happiness, when you see me running, don't assume i'm running, to somewhere i belong, when you see me crying, don't feel sorry for me, my happiness is a like a snake, it slides below the wooden floor to the darkest place, and just sits and waits till no one's there, just like my happiness, my happiness, and when i see you smiling, i come to you, i'm trying, to steal your smile for me, i hate you when you're glowing, the way you're walking, between my tears, so when you see me running, don't assume i'm running, to somewhere i belong, and when you see me crying, don't feel sorry for me, so when i die and october comes, and the leaves start falling down upon the ground, and when the rain will stop you can be sure, i've found my happiness