your abandonment

i wish you could shut your mouth forever, your self-confidence is infecting the sky, how does it feel to be the virus?, the spit in the face to the world that you left behind, and i don't want to care anymore, kill this life of digression, sacrificing moments of grace to shatter the memory of you, do you neglect your life? neglect yourself?, are you content to live with failure or pray for something else?, i am your regret, your sense of loss, your abandonment, emotionless life, resist temptation to reach out, won't be your saviour to smash your doubts, i am your abandonment, refuse the urge to bleed out, i am not your fucking hope, why can't you close your eyes forever?, your self arrogance is polluting the sky, how does it feel to be the virus?, the dirt in the face to the life that you left behind, and i don't want to care anymore, kill this life of digression, sacrificing moments of grace to shatter the memory, i've been dying to just let you bleed, nothing more between you and me, embrace the distance, do you neglect your life? neglect yourself?, are you content to live with failure or pray for something else?, i am your regret, your sense of loss, your abandonment, emotionless life, resist temptation to reach out, won't be your saviour to smash your doubts