i'll take the blame

i'd rather not be seen again, i hate the air i'm breathing in, i don't want to be, alive anymore, you'll never hear from me again, when it's all brought to an end, it's all brought to an end by me, for you, i'm more deserving, of the damage i'm causing, and you deserve to feel alive, no end to regret, from the selfish decisions, and there's no turning back from this, i backed out, and you were backed into a corner, but i've been running so fast, that i can't look back, so aside from what you're thinking, this is what i'm feeling, i just wanted the best for you, but this is what i had to do, so aside from what you're thinking, this is what i'm feeling, i just wanted the best for you, i'm truly more alone than ever before, that broken home stole my soul, and i hit the road, so watch me tear myself apart, like i've do every day, i wouldn't have it any other way, i tried to talk to god, fell asleep by the phone, and never got the call, so now i'm screaming at god, is there a purpose at all, should i expect anything more than this, so aside from what you're thinking, this is what i'm feeling, i just wanted the best for you, but this is what i had to do, so aside from what you're thinking, this is what i'm feeling, i just wanted the best for you, i'll take the blame, if it'll fix the bridge i burned that day, i'll take the blame, let the all weight, hang off of my name, i'll take the blame, put that smile back on your face, i'll take the blame