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(get a load of this monster, he doesn't know how to communicate, his mind is in a different place, will everybody please give him a little bit of space), i haven't got a lot of friends anymore, and my head still says i have none at all, but i don't mind if i'm a little bit alone, as long as i've got things to call my own, and i don't mind if you find someone better than me, cause i just need you to be as happy as you can be, and now i'm shaking too much, get a load of this man without a plan, he doesn't wanna go to school but doesn't wanna upset his dad just, get out of bed, it's not that easy, when your throat goes cold and your arms feel queasy, been in this state for one too many days, and everyone i love is so many miles away, snap out of this, cause you're so much better than this, boy, and now i'm shaking too much, of course i'm shaking too much