psychometry

i don't care about this life, no i don't care anymore, it's a bad idea to self-medicate, and it isn't good to stay in bed all day, but i still gotta get myself a restraining order, against me and every car outside, i paid 65 pounds for this kite, and it doesn't even fly, i think i tore it up in my dreams last night, content is dead to me, feeling something is nice at least but, i just want you to be okay, i need you to stay, raincoat scuba-dive underneath the sky, i know that you cry so easy, even when you try so hard, nobody's here, tear out all your hair, break all of your bones, okay, but not today, are you near me, can you see me, can you hear me, are you happy, are you up there, do you know me, do you feel scared, are we okay