lost in a contraption

i was lost in a contraption, took me days to find direction, suddenly the moments collide, finally found the fault in father, family blood dilutes the water, i was dazed in my direction tonight, photographed when he hit the ground, no one minds, that's my blind side, i was lost and you're to blame, a man of doubt gave me a name, the obvious was too hard to find, to watch me try is out of line, the sun will shine, to watch me die, is out of line, the sun will still shine, what's mine is mine, the sun will still shine