one fine wire

i try so many times, but it's not taking me, and it seems so long ago, that i used to believe, and i'm so lost inside of my head, and crazy, but i cant get out of it, i'm just stumbling, and i'm juggling all the thoughts in my head, i'm juggling and my fears on fire, but i'm listening as it evolves in my head, i'm balancing on one fine wire, and i remember the time my balance was fine, and i was just walking on one fine wire, i remember the time my balance was fine, and i was just walking on one fine wire, but it's frayed at both the ends, and i'm slow unraveling, life plays such silly games inside of me, and i've had some distant cries, following, and their entwined between the night and sun beams, i wish i were free from this pain in me, and i'm juggling all the thoughts in my head, i'm juggling and my fears on fire, but i'm listening as it evolves in my head, i'm balancing on one fine wire, and i remember the time my balance was fine, and i was just walking on one fine wire, i remember the time my balance was fine, and i was just walking on one fine wire, but it's frayed at both the ends, and i'm slow unraveling, and i'm juggling all the thoughts in my head, i'm juggling and my fears on fire, but i'm listening as it evolves in my head, i'm balancing on one fine wire.