s.o.s

well this train never stopped, i got pushed from the top, i got brought up under false pretenses, harsh defenses, i'm so damn tired of the breaches of trust, all i ask is a push into the light again, like a tumor in the brain impulse is blacker than pain, one more demonical scar could take my agony, i'm so damn tired of the world treating me, like i've got "idiot" just written on my forehead, as you lay in this box, won't you be my s.o.s, locked in a cage, somebody help with this rage, instead of poking me with your knives, and your broken lies, i've given up on the chore, of holding arms to the shores, i didn't get my s.o.s, in this mess, i'm caged alive, i'm caged alive, won't you be my s.o.s, oh yes, please bring me to life, i'm caged alive, won't you be my s.o.s, oh yes, please bring me to life, upon the changes in blood i hit harder than should, i am torn from leg to toe, i'm swinging to and fro, for the thousandth time, i've shown you the light, but you say it's alright and build the cage again, you've gone too far, take it back, hold it back, the feel of a bunsen burner, corpse hypnotizing my tainted fate, yet you still remain, as you lay in this box, won't you be my s.o.s, locked in a cage, somebody help with this rage, instead of poking me with your knives, and your broken lies, i've given up on the chore, of holding arms to the shores, i didn't get my s.o.s, in this mess, i'm caged alive, i'm caged alive, won't you be my s.o.s, oh yes, please bring me to life, i'm caged alive, won't you be my s.o.s, oh yes, please bring me to life, break in your burdens, but make sure you wave your middle finger in the sky, don't fucking lie, living a torment, your actions speak more than your worthless words, when your actions are cursed, break in your burdens, but make sure you wave your middle finger in the sky, don't fucking lie, living a torment, your actions speak more than your worthless words, when your actions are cursed, as you lay in this box, won't you be my s.o.s, locked in a cage, somebody help with this rage, instead of poking me with your knives, and your broken lies, i've given up on the chore, of holding arms to the shores, i didn't get my s.o.s, i'm done with the lies, you're just another disguise, to hide behind your jaded cadence, i'm so impatient, like the wounds would reveal, but you just sealed the deal, i didn't get my s.o.s, in this mess, i'm caged alive, i'm caged alive, won't you be my s.o.s, oh yes, please bring me to life, i'm caged alive, won't you be my s.o.s, oh yes, please bring me to life, break in your burdens, but make sure you wave your middle finger in the sky, don't fucking lie