hate unconditional

call me out on it, i may not look like all the others, that you fucking hate, fall into a clouded dream i had once, no, i never doubted that we were all, forced to deliver unfounded, unconditional love. there's just something about it, that i fucking hate, i'm a lexapro at feeling down, i'm so percocet in my ways, although i've tried to deny it, the pain i've caused always set in stone, the pain i've cause always made me whole, the pain i've cause always set in stone, the pain i've caused is worth it's weight in gold, 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8, i lost track of the pills we ate, shoved down my throat to save my soul, i threw you up to keep me cold, i never asked for your love, you can keep your love, one step closer to the edge, means one less demon lives inside my head, the collective time that i've sacrificed, this body is broke but still never satisfied, well i've tried and i've tried and i've tried and i've tried and i tried, and now on my own i've finally realized, that it's under my skin. it's creeping in, you'd never believe the fucking state i'm in, cause i hate the hate, i hate the hate, but my hate. is all i have