i still lost

it all started with the chase, i was running in place, always striving and straining, and never obtaining, what should have been mine, from the beginning and im, always hoping to win you, to safely continue in. love, trust, crushed to dust, and i gave you all that i had, and i still lost, i dread the defeat, fairytale incomplete, it's so tragic, depressing, do you love me, i'm still guessing, i've grown tired of the dance, and the death of romance, i'm bleeding, i'm dying, and you're hardly trying, love, trust, crushed to dust, and i gave you everything that i had, and i still lost, lets make believe that you want me, as much as i want you, lets make believe, i've lost you now i don't intend to, fight a war i'll never win, i still lost