unfortunate

i wanna be sure, i wanna make clear, i want you to know, i love you my dear, me, i'm so dirty, covered in spite, maybe you'll come back cuz you want me, maybe you won't, but you were so young, don't you feel dumb?, you're not the only unfortunate one, held in your head, the things that they said, and all of the lies and bad things they did, me, i'm unworthy, callous and cold, maybe you need me cuz you're lonely, maybe you don't, and we all live, and make mistakes, and build up walls that make us safe, spitting on all that make us sick