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i will search and i'll search for a way, to make it all so beautiful, i'm no longer afraid oh i'm no longer afraid oh. i will search and i'll search night and day, to make it all so beautiful, i'm no longer afraid oh i'm no longer afraid. to untie this knot that makes me weak, it's gonna take some time. it's hard to speak. my head's in the clouds, i have had so many doubts, it's gonna be a war to find what i'm looking for. but i will search and i'll search for a way, to make it all so beautiful, i'm no longer afraid oh i'm no longer afraid oh. i will search and i'll search night and day, to make it all so beautiful, i'm no longer afraid oh i'm no longer afraid oh. to untie this knot that makes me numb, it's gonna take some guts. i'm so scared i'm playing dumb. and my head's in the clouds, i'll try to help myself out, but you don't know where to start from, when you don't know what you want. but i will search and i'll search for a way, to make it all so beautiful, i'm no longer afraid oh i'm no longer afraid oh. i will search and i'll search night and day, to make it all so beautiful, i'm no longer afraid oh i'm no longer afraid oh. think i have already paid, so you could give it up, and i don't like to judge, but if you hit me i'll get up, let's give it a name, i think i had enough, let's call it a day. let's call it a day. i will search and i'll search for a way, to make it all so beautiful, i'm no longer afraid oh i'm no longer afraid oh. i will search and i'll search night and day, to make it all so beautiful, i'm no longer afraid oh i'm no longer afraid of.