seeing red

i'm seeing red, it helps me see things straight, i'm doing everything, for the purpose of improvement, don't ask me why, cause it don't faze me one iota, i'm the alpha and omega, the beginning and the end, it's just the warm up for the work ahead, food for my mind, emotionally seared, beckons as big as an atomic-bomb, wipe off my cosmetic tears, i'm seeing red, i open my eyes, it roots me to the spot, so young at heart, independent in thought and mind, test my nerves, i'm doing this for kicks, and it gives me everything, that is here for me to find, don't ask me when i began to hate, cause i don't recall a time i didn't, am i the only one of my kind?, no!?, and who is not a parasite?, can you name me just one?, i see your eyes and i know for a fact, i'm not your only son