liars and monsters

how did this happen to me, i guess, i'm to blame, i'm laying faced down on the pavement and i'm full of pain, i just refuse to see, my mind is anarchy, anticipating and debating what is left for me, i am a liar, i am no model figure, i am a monster, and i am ashamed, call me the devil, my name's what you prefer, i come on shameless, but i am ashamed, i am ashamed, i look for help, can't find it anywhere, my own reflection is the one sight that i cannot bear, look to the sky and find, even the heavens cry, anticipating and debating what is left to life, i am a liar, i am no model figure, i am a monster, and i am ashamed, call me the devil, my name's what you prefer, i come on shameless, but i am ashamed, i am ashamed, i am a liar, i am no model figure, i am a monster, and i am ashamed, call me the devil, my name's what you prefer, i come on shameless, i am a liar, i am no model figure, i am a monster, and i am ashamed, call me the devil, my name's what you prefer, i come on shameless, but i am ashamed, i am ashamed!