blackened dawn

will the sun be rising that i wont know, cause light reaches me not, i know i'm aging and that i can't see, in darkness i am fumbling, with these hands as my eyes, sensitive fingers lead my way, through this pit of no light, i cried before my gods, i wept for my sins, blackened dawn, and what kind of god, would have me deserve this, blackened dawn, clouds gathering darkness, the already black sky, rain starts falling, soaks the far ground sour ground, cries from where, demons inside of me, as the son of eternal night, wants to become, the son of light, like a candle someone blew out, the glow is there but slowly fading, the ashes as my soul lies shattered, i cried before my gods, i wept for my sins, blackened dawn, and what kind of god, would have me deserve this, blackened dawn, in the dark of this blackened dawn