it doesn't really matter

it doesn't really matter that i loved you, how many reasons call, it doesn't really matter at all, it doesn't matter that i failed to, break down your father's wall, it really doesn't matter at all, why tell me you don't understand when you do, i thought i had something to say, but it really doesn't matter at all. i changed my name, to be rid of the things that i want from you, it's strange, but a name is a name and the truth is the truth, oh, there is always, always someone there to remind me, so i learn to live with shame, tell myself i feel no pain, but i do, and if i have to tell you, then it really doesn't matter at all. and it's no good looking back, because time's a thief and i believe that, i'm too old for that, we're just saying the things that we have said, forever, it doesn't really matter that i loved you, how many seasons fall, it's too bad, it really doesn't matter at all