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, fuck love, i don't want none, i don't want love, i'll be blunt i'm a time bomb, you say i'm a god, but i know i'm not, why do i feel like?, literally a million other reasons i gotta pretend i'm ok, but i'm not i'm not, i'm not!, what you want, bitch i'm nothing but a notch, i went digging thru my lungs this is all i really got, when am i gonna learn to give it all up?, when am i gonna learn there's never gonna be a forever for me a letter from me delivered to me?, teaming up with demons instead of trying to defeat them looking shawty in the eyes sayin' "take it or leave it", ima keep it under wraps that i a rap maybe then she won't become a demon either and we can live in another reality count on me to fuck it up, fuck it up!, never not the case, level 11 mage, i got it all made, shouldn't i be happy? shouldn't i be?, i'm not fucking god!, i'm not fucking happy, i'm never happy!, no!, (i was 15, following my dreams, holes in my jeans, daddy hated everything, but his pills, got his thrills, with his finger in my face, in my face, then he'd said, "what a waste, what a waste, what a waste."), what a waste! what a waste! what a waste!, what a waste! what a waste! what a waste!, what a waste! what a waste! what a waste!, what a waste! what a waste!.