delight and angers

everyday takes figuring out how to live, sometimes it feels like a mistake, sometimes it's a winner's parade, delight and angers, i guess that's the way it's supposed to be. please heal me, i can't sleep, thought i was unbreakable, but this is killing me, call me, everything, make me feel unbreakable, lie and set me free, i feel the fear takes hold, afraid this hell i create is my own, calm my franticness, i can't take it anymore, this used to be my own world, but now i've lost control, chasing leftovers, under the fading sun, searching for shelter, i feel my time has come,