in this life

breathing the dead, underneath a sky that used to be blue, each day living just enough, while the world is coming down, i can't focus, i can't control, close to expired with a broken soul, the rage has left a hole, so strong i can't ignore, waiting to cave in, who am i and what and why, in life, in life, searching for something, i can't find a smile that is mine, in this life, in life, born to pretend, anything to stay alive, but walls are closing in, and i'm prepared for the downfall, wear your wounds with pride, but i have no more space and my body is heavy, nothing will change my mind, so i wave the world goodbye, the rage has left a hole, so strong i can't ignore, waiting to cave in, who am i and what and why, in life, in life, searching for something, i can't find a smile that is mine, in this life, in life, i can't focus, i can't control, close to expired with a broken soul, the rage has left a hole, so strong i can't ignore, waiting to cave in, who am i and what and why, in life, in life, searching for something, i can't find a smile that is mine, in this life, in life