into the red

the list of things i could live without, grows longer as i move everything around, behind all the furniture, pointed toward her, to keep her in my sights, to keep her in my life, by all means, she can get ahead of herself, i had already be there, i'll already be there to meet her, she's no traitor, i've got no chaser, for a leg up, i've got no chaser, she's no traitor, for a joint account, she gave me everything that she had left, anything for herself, but for me, she goes way in, way in, way into the red, she saw every hand in my pocket, she sold her gold rush, she watched me lose face every day, rather than lose me, she was the gold rush, she was the gold rush, she was the gold rush, she sold every hand in her pocket, and she sawed off every hand, anything for herself, but for me, she goes way in, way in, way into the red, she saw every hand in my pocket, she sold her gold rush, she watched me lose face every day, rather than lose me, she was the gold rush, she was the gold rush, she was the gold rush, she was the gold rush, she was the gold rush, she was the gold rush, what i have will believe you until now, even doing nothing i am making the most of somehow, and the credit goes to her, it's the bad day speaking red, gotta keep her in my sights, gotta keep her in my life, by all means, she can get ahead of herself, i had already be there, i'll already be there to meet her