spoil the show

, i know i've said things i didn't mean to say, and i know i've done thing i didn't mean to do, i'm stupid, pathetic, sometimes i say, things that i never mean to say, and sometimes i do things i don't wanna do, but we can leave that out, i'm waiting for the early sign, that signals everything is fine, i've rocked the boat enough i know, to make a scene and spoil the show, i get jealous, way too easy all the time, and over zealous, way to easy on time, before i see things straight, sometimes i say things i never mean to say, and sometimes i do somethings i don't wanna do, but we can leave that out, the show, the show, the show.