i can't hold myself in line

i'm going off the deep end, and i'm slowly losing losing my mind, well i don't like me and the way that i'm living, but i can't hold myself in line, i give nobody no excuses for my drinking, but my woman is still my best friend, but if i don't change i know i'm sure enough gonna lose her, but i can't hold myself in line, yeah but i'm going off the deep end, and i'm slowly losing my mind, yeah and we don't like the way that we're living, 'cause we can't hold ourselves in line, lord we can't hold ourselves in line, i guess we can't hold ourselves in line, i'm full speed ahead and what are you doing son, i'm right behind you down the wrong road of lies, 'cause we can't hold ourselves in line