in my head

i always start at the very end, made up who you are before you walk in, here in my mind, i'm writing your lines, first i'll be every little thing that you want, then you'll take a little too long to respond, in the back of my mind, already saying goodbye, i hope you can't tell, i'm in my head, in my head, getting ahead, i'm in my head getting ahead of myself, i can feel myself getting too close, it's almost easier when i'm on my own, here in my mind, i'm drawing a line, i'm trying to read your body language 'cross the table, wish i could see behind your eyes into the future, cause here in my mind, think i'm starting to try, i hope you can't tell, i'm in my head, in my head, getting ahead, i'm in my head getting ahead of myself, the closer we get the further i am, the words that i meant stay stuck in my chest, the closer we get the further i am, you're under my skin i hope you can't tell, i'm in my head, in my head, getting ahead, i'm in my head getting ahead of myself, (here in my mind already said goodbye, here in my mind i'm trying hard not to try)