25 in barcelona

i thought you woulda called yesterday, i said i didn't want you to but i still thought you would, i don't know what i expected you to say, but i turned 25 and had in my mind you'd be part of that in some way, i'm halfway round the world with all these people, happy in a foreign language, where they don't know a thing about you, i'm halfway round the world in barcelona, trying not to think you'd love this, this wasn't supposed to be about you, this wasn't supposed to be about you, i wonder how i crossed your mind, i'm sure i did but i'm curious what the thought of me felt like, was it harder that you imagined it would be?, 'cause when i missed your 30th it almost fucking killed me, i'm halfway round the world with all these people, happy in a foreign language, where they don't know a thing about you, i'm halfway round the world in barcelona, singing songs to you for strangers, and trying not to think about you, this wasn't supposed to be about you, this wasn't supposed to be about you, i'm halfway round the world with all these people, happy in a foreign language, where they don't know a thing about you, i'm halfway round the world in barcelona, tryna feel my world expanding, like none of it was built around you, this wasn't supposed to be about you, this wasn't supposed to be about you