anybody else

say no say no i'm tellin' myself, but then, i choose you over my mental health, instead, i know the reasons i know everything we said, but pull me closer as you tell me them again, you're looking less and less like a friend, friend, but wait, i'm scared your scared, but we're still going there, lady, i'm not prepared, to need you everywhere, i wish i wanted anybody else, but don't stop, before i can't stop myself, i say that i want to control this, but deep down i hope that it's hopeless, don't stop, i wish i wanted anybody else, say no say no i'm not ready for this, so soon, but maybe i don't know what ready really is, with you, hips on my fingertips, lips getting used to this, with your skin on my skin, and your legs on my chest, you look less and less like a friend, friend, but wait, i'm scared your scared, but we're still going there, lady, i'm not prepared, to need you everywhere, i wish i wanted anybody else, but don't stop, before i can't stop myself, i say that i want to control this, but deep down i hope that it's hopeless, don't stop, i wish i wanted anybody else, i've been fighting with myself, but i lose every time, i've been fighting with myself, so i say something like, "i don't know if i'm alright with this, people say we could get hurt like this, don't you look at me that way, cause i'll forget every warning. fuck let's just talk in the morning"