you know wassup

this used to be my favorite time of the morning, text you like, "good morning", it's been a day, we ain't spoken, all of me feels frozen, how could you let it go like that?, how come it always goes like that?, wondering where i mess up at, always go through it, always go through this, why do i gotta beg to be chosen, over your vices, over your liquor?, why i gotta ask for flowers, i deserve roses, i deserve bigger, i know you're tryna change, but is it all worth the wait?, it hurts to stay just as much as it hurts to walk away, you got demons, i got trauma, we both got triggers, i hate drama, i'm embarrassed, i'm in shock, he wide open, and i don't stop, and i watch your demons cause me trauma, now i'm triggered, all this drama, you're embarrassed and in shock, we still in love and this shit don't stop, man, this shit don't stop, don't stop, don't stop, don't stop, no, no, no, it don't stop, and i'll still tell the world i'm in love with you, 'cause i ain't ashamed of shit, got your name tatted on my wrist, any bitch got a bone to pick, you know whose phone to hit, 'cause i'm still with all the actions and all that shit, you're still my love, you're still my heart, that's still my dick, still wanna be mrs. jackson, still wanna be your co-captain, so don't lose the girl of your dreams, waited five years to be on my team, looked damn good fucking with me, love how i'm always on twenty, how i keep it tight and cleanly, fuck you in the truck when it's empty, and i throw it back when you miss me, and i pull up when you hit me, imma say it loud so you hear me, you got demons, i got trauma, we both got triggers, i hate drama, i'm embarrassed, i'm in shock, he wide open, and i don't stop, and i watch your demons cause me trauma, now i'm triggered, all this drama, you're embarrassed and in shock, we still in love and this shit don't stop, man, this shit don't stop, don't stop, no, no, no, don't stop, no, no, no, oh, don't stop, no, no, no, it don't stop, don't stop, no, don't stop, no, no, mmh, no, don't stop, no, don't stop, no, it's honest