i did it!

what should i do, heaven in los angeles, a dream just fades away, the same party, the same old ocean, please say something honestly, heard you left, so hard it's like, you never even came, juniper, you were my favorite of all, the boys that were so lame, i'm closing my eyes but the fear stays the same, i'm turning back into the girl that i was, and everyone's acting like i haven't changed, but i know the things that i've done, and i don't know why, i did it, i did and it's so bad, and i know it sounds pathetic, i get but just come back, but i did it, but i did it, i did it. oh!, what could i say, there were no excuses, there was nothing to explain, i let it ring, i only called you up, to hear you say my name, and then you left, before they even, opened the champagne, juniper, you're still my favorite, of all the boys that i betrayed, i'm closing my eyes but the fear stays the same, i'm turning back into the girl that i was, and everyone's acting like i haven't changed, but i know the things that i've done, and i don't know why, i did it, i did and it's so bad, and i know it sounds pathetic, i get but just come back, but i did it, but i did it, i did it. oh!, drifting through the night, i found you half alive, let's not be polite, the time for that has passed us by, i'm jaded, cynical, it was unforgivable, i'll never take it back, i don't know why but. i did it. and i don't know why but. i did it. juniper, juniper