change up

i don't drink or smoke or fuck nobody, i don't really know why i came to this party, i just wanna be at home next to your body, but i know you won't be back at the apartment, and now i'm in the bathroom doing lines again, i told myself i wouldn't, now i'm high again, i had to, i've been listening to all your friends, telling me you told 'em we've come to an end, i'm the last to know, baby how you gonna go and change up, you've been treating me like i'm a stranger, why you wanna go throw away love, all i wanna do is try and save us, baby how you gonna go and change up, you've been treating me like i'm a stranger, why you wanna go throw away love, all i wanna do is try and save us, why you change up, tell me why you change up, didn't mean to do it, now my world is blurry, tryna drink the pain away but it ain't working, i just wanna call you up and say i'm hurting, no one's ever made me feel so fucking worthless, and now i'm in the bathroom doing lines again, i told myself i wouldn't, now i'm high again, i had to, i've been listening to all your friends, telling me you told 'em we've come to an end, i'm the last to know, baby how you gonna go and change up, you've been treating me like i'm a stranger, why you wanna go throw away love, all i wanna do is try and save us, baby how you gonna go and change up, you've been treating me like i'm a stranger, why you wanna go throw away love, all i wanna do is try and save us, why you change up, tell me why you change up, why you change up, with a face full of that snow, the pain make my heart go, bada-boom, bada-boom, bada-boom, bada-boom, bada-boom, bada-boom, but i just don't wanna go home, 'cause i'm scared of being alone, missing you, missing you, missing you, oh, baby how you gonna go and change up, you've been treating me like i'm a stranger, why you wanna go throw away love, all i wanna do is try and save us, baby how you gonna go and change up, you've been treating me like i'm a stranger, why you wanna go throw away love, all i wanna do is try and save us, why you change up, tell me why you change up, why you change up, tell me why you change up