maybe

i've said a thousand things before, i've fallen in and out of love, i couldn't walk but tried to run, at night the weight of expectation seems to keep me up, a thousand times i said too much, always second guess before i jump, i gave my all but not enough, and with the weight of expectation, i'll be sleeping rough, how come i'm the only one who ever seems to get in my way?, lately, i've been fucking up a good thing any chance i can get, somebody to lean on, somebody to hold, it's just another to lead on, before i let go, and i ain't tryna be lonely, slowly, but everything i touch turns to stone, maybe you're better off on my own, a thousand times i've heard the same, a victim of the voices in my head, let me assure you that my mind's in check, i just can't put my faith in something we might live to regret, how come i'm the only one who ever seems to get in my way?, lately, i've been fucking up a good thing any chance i can get, somebody to lean on, somebody to hold, it's just another to lead on before i let go, and i ain't tryna be lonely, slowly, but everything i touch turns to stone, maybe you're better off on my own, everything that i touch turns to stone, maybe you're better off on my own, everything that i touch turns to stone, maybe you're better off on my own, how come i'm the only one who ever seems to get in my way?, lately, i've been fucking up a good thing any chance i can get, somebody to lean on, somebody to hold, it's just another to lead on before i let go, and i ain't tryna be lonely, slowly, but everything i touch turns to stone, maybe you're better off on my own