temptation or restraint

i've won and i've lost, the struggle tears me apart, the final judgement means much to me, i try to follow me heart, i know that i try, but are my effort's too weak, it's just a matter of right or wrong, it's what i do and not what i speak, i can't believe that there is no hope, or else i am sure to give in, i have to keep my faith alive and, tell myself not to give in, i know that i try, but are efforts too late?, will i be able to right my wrongs?, will i be able to conquer my hate?, temptation or restraint, the choice is left up to me, in the end i hope i prove my faith, in he who judges me