organic shadows

the glued-on sheet of self control. the pity of, sense, of sanity, cracking at the seams. torn from my reality, the motion of thoughts subdued. overcome, suppressed, by terror, the mouth of fear overfed by dread beyond measure, pounding waves of overload running through my every, nerve, will reduced to nothingness. my system overturned, my mind resigns to defeat. internal razors activated, slashing through unprocessed thought. the severance, of self complete, heartbeats hammering at the sight, a revelation to wrap my soul in fear, blinded by the neverlight, as i stare into my organic shadow, the bin of repressed emotions crammed, limits of pain by far exceeded, i stare into the blank, the mantra of dead silence repeated, hear me. find me, save me. the dead me, (shallow breathing. eyes not shut, not open, by fear silenced. incantations never spoken), this hell of vacuum abound, with the chanting whispers of the mute, exposed to the wrath of neversound, the words of my organic shadow