sleeper

i tried to tell you, there's something dead in me, love lies in moments, still i cannot grasp one fragment, i can tell you nothing, answers don't exist, floors, walls my own asylum, shades my eyes from all of this, and i kill the one that you loved, soiled, shaded, but the knife will cut the same skin, now i still grasp my heart, i can't graze the sadness surface, i'm so tired, i tried to feel it, guilt wouldn't come to me, blood soiled pillows, sheets writhing in agony, i tried to make you feel it, you just wouldn't heal, skin cold ends the nightmare, sun seems brighter than before, and i kill the one you loved, soiled, shaded, but the knife will cut the same skin, now i still grasp my heart, i can't graze the sadness surface, i'm so tired, talk shit, it seems to go with you fine, living up to it when i lie, can't stand to stare with these dead, eyes, turning in the badge cause you can't, sell the image, living with another god, he'll tell you he's mine, so you know i don't like you, still i think you're the best, you can't find the day, so when should i take the bare, beatings, when i'm alone, see if i can find it, take it away all the pain cause i'm, sorry, can't feel any worse but i'm sure i will, seems like no one cares but it's all, right, find another way, your savior suits you.