wanting things

tell me how long must i keep, wanting things, needing things, when i have so much. there are many men who have much less than me, day by day they make their way. and they find more in life thank i can see. tell me, when will i learn to resist, wanting things, touching things that say "do not touch.", peo-ple that i meet seem to think i am strong, they don't see inside of me. so they don't know i'm weak and often wrong. tell me, why must i keep wanting things, needing things that just can't be mine!, (yes, wanting things, that just can't. be. mine.)