fade away

yeah it's true i'm optimistic, growing up no pot to piss in, a foolish kid made bad decisions, now i'm balling harder than scottie pippen, when mama talked i never listened, i crossed the line like in detention, had no friends couldn't keep a job, just a notepad and a composition, came a long way from my homie's basement, hard work and dedication, its paying off, i'm feeling blessed, i keep it real no observation, took a while but i found my lane, writing helps to cope with pain, if not for music i'd go insane, like techa nina i'm feeling strange, these walls are talking man i can hear em', i'ma skitzo like jarren benton, fuck a label i'm independent, will not quit i'm too relentless, i murder beats like a terrorist, i should go see a therapist, i doubt i'm ever gon' trust no bitch, i'm on the rise that come up quick, stay underground realest sound, success is what you make it now, forever ill i'll hold my ground, watch my haters all come around, trying to steal my light wont take my shine, too inspired from those dreadful times, clock is ticking gotta get that cake, can kick me down but wont fade away, depressed as fuck but motivated, dropped out of school self educated, i'm making moves and paying dues, ain't slowing down til i'm finally famous, one's who doubted can kiss my ass, friendship's now not meant to last, i'm passionate and smashing it, too far ahead i can't go back, been on the mountains for a while keep on climbing up, it seems no matter what you do it is not enough, they wanna knock me off my game but i pay no mind, i was a diamond in the rough now i'm about to shine, i'll probably never get the recognition i deserve, these people talk behind my back well i'm not concerned, i want you to know, that i'm never gonna fade away, i contemplate lay wide awake, i'm so alone but need my space, my mental problems have taken over, like literally i've lost my ways, who am i? what's my purpose, am i happy i'm not certain, karma hits and now i'm hurting, maybe i should close the curtains, pull the plug and call it quits, if i do that won't stand for shit, these people love me for making hits, like bruce jenner your life's a bitch, writing rhymes and improvise, celebrate you're still alive, life's a prize in your possession, i care for culture not for attention, i promise you ma gonna get that house, chasing my dreams til the money pours out, stuck by my side through thick and thin, i can't forget but will amend, i found my passion deep in music, change the world with what i'm doing, built a movement still improving, still you hate but not pursuing, won't take for granted ya'll helped me get, to the point i'm at there's no regrets, i'm living life so limitless, stay razor sharp like a gillette, money's power our world's corrupted, mankind is sabotaged, the government will hide the truth, the end is near best pray to god, rockafella you won't be missed, rot in hell you fucking saint, poverty is through the roof, the good die young just can't explain, critics lie but numbers don't, fake fans leave me alone, appreciate the mad support, look how far my name has grown, been on the mountains for a while keep on climbing up, it seems no matter what you do it is not enough, they wanna knock me off my game but i pay no mind, i was a diamond in the rough now i'm about to shine, i'll probably never get the recognition i deserve, these people talk behind my back well i'm not concerned, i want you to know, that i'm never gonna fade away