hard sometimes

i'm waking up my mind, i'm just trying to kill the silence, i'm ripping off the blinds, i'm just trying to let some light in, but i've been on the road, i've been missing home, see it on my phone, let the world back home keep spinning round without me, i'm waking up my mind, i'm ripping off the blinds, oh i, try to be happy but it's hard sometimes, but life just seems to happen right before my eyes, cause i feel like i'm not there, cause my head is up somewhere, far away from all my friends, i just want that back again, oh i, try to be happy but it's hard sometimes, it's hard sometimes, when i come off cold, i'm not doing it on purpose, you caught me in a hole, that i dig for myself when i'm nervous, i've been on the road, i've been missing home, see it on my phone, but my friends back there got inside jokes without me, don't mean to come off cold, i don't want to be alone, oh i, try to be happy but it's hard sometimes, but life just seems to happen right before my eyes, cause i feel like i'm not there, cause my head is up somewhere, far away from all my friends, i just want that back again, oh i, try to be happy but it's hard sometimes, i don't feel like myself and, i can't help being selfish, sometimes the pressure gets the best of me, oh i, oh i, oh i, try to be happy but it's hard sometimes, but life, just seems to happen, it's just passing by, oh, cause i feel like i'm not there, cause my head is up somewhere, far away from all my friends, i just want that back again, oh i, try to be happy but it's hard sometimes, cause it's hard sometimes